My dear friend gave me this journal about three years ago. It was never used.. really until this year… I’d always read the cover aloud… Create.. Your… Own… Happiness… and I’d always scoff at the notion because I always thought life was being unfair to me… I’d always look at my life and look at the journal and wonder how does one even do that?!… At that time in my life my friend and I who were in the same sinking mental boat would have countless unproductive conversations centered about “traditional psychology” (Because my two years of psychology courses in college made me an expert lol) and loving one’s self. Sometimes the conversations would leave us even more frustrated and stuck deeper in our boy problems!
To this day I still think fondly of my friend ..but unfortunately we don’t talk anymore. I have learned so much from doing this course and it just seems like the knowledge of the universe is never ending.. so it excites my will to read and learn… and oh there is so much to learn and take in! I haven’t felt this way in so many years! I had always believed I needed fixing ever since I was a little panda. Who knew that loving yourself was the answer?! I sure didn’t!
I’m filled with so much gratitude as I write this. I am truly on a journey to create not only Happiness but abundance, health, and prosperity! My two PPNs are Liberty and Recognition for Creative Expression. My light shines brighter every day!
The progression in week three has been enjoyable, the one thing I made myself aware of was that I wasn’t reading with enough ENTHUSIASM… and I always hear Marky J. in my head… so on Wednesday I decided to give it the good old try and man I think I impressed my Subby lol I am a person who talks with her hands, so it was almost like a theatrical play production! I was so good and it felt so good. lol The sit I found interesting, as I am now starting to get glimpses of shapes and colors (Red and White this week) doesn’t occur all the time but its intriguing and another thing to do research on. I have two wonderful mastermind partners! They are great motivators! Of course I had my down moments this week but you know what?! They aren’t as prominent. I hope to write about the healing work I’m doing in the weeks to come. For right now I’d like to leave you with an affirmation that has been on my mind lately
“I change my life when I change my thinking. I am Light. I am Spirit. I am a wonderful, capable being. And it is time for me to acknowledge that I create my own reality with my thoughts. If I want to change my reality, then it is time for me to change my mind.” ~ Louise Hay
My journal is now full of Affirmations and resources that help guide me to where I want to beeeeeeeeeeeee 😀
Thanks for reading! Let your light shine!
Crystal Ann Magaña